Still Grieving

Tuesday, January 29, 2013

It’s finally clear to me this morning that I am still grieving, that is, I am still processing this end of my first year without Dave. I can hear a resounding “well, duh!” in my head, but it is my heart, my emotion, that has trouble in the acceptance department. Read more

The End Is Near. Or Is It?

January 18, 2013

Deathiversary. Scaryversary. Angelversary. I’ve heard many names for the dreaded date of loss. Regardless, I don’t want to be here admitting how much of a drain I feel right now as I approach the one year mark of Dave’s death. And it is still almost a month away. Read more

Yep. New Year Reflections

January 2, 2013

2012 will always be the year that Dave died. Now that it is 2013 I am truly on my own. And it hurts. In a lot of ways. And I am the only one who can take care of me. In a lot of ways. Read more